our KL memory

i very happy go KL with my baby..we go 3 days 2 night..in 3 days we juz go sg wang n baby 2nd aunty house..
we go 3 days my cute baby buy 3 days..i saw she so happy,i din buy also felt happy to..we buy until broke.
last 2 days i made my baby cry sad n hurt..i knw i'm wrong i must let her bt i din i still keep argue with her..make her sad n she hit her hand n head until swollen..i very sad..i'm sorry my baby i never keep argue with u..i'm sorry..i love u so much..muackzzzzz

she never belive me..sometime i doono itzzit she really love me..i don care i really her so much..she never gv me explain..she dierect said i forget to do what the call to do..juz late share itzzit i'm wrong?i din said i don want to do..i try to change..she din believe me..juz keep saying i din do what she want..i very sad..
she like take a knife cut into my heart..coz she din hv confidence that i will change..in her heart i never change what she want..i very sad she nt confidence to me..i very very sad......................
i scared she break wif me..i love her so much.....everytime i try to do what she want to make her happy..at last i hv she din hv confidence to me n nt believe in me.........
my heart very pain........................................

i Make my baby sad n disapoint again..

25/10/2010 I make her sad.

coz of my fren

one day i call yu ling i tell her my birthday go neway,juz my fren..yu ling said its too expensive neway,then i said we go eat steamboat..next day yu ling sms me said or her b'day party n my b'day party do togather i din discuss with my baby n din think so much juz said ok to her....

A week latwe i tell her i cnt sleep at the hotel that day n my fren very less go,yu ling said or we saperate do..i think very clearly said ok so we saperate do..

another fren name kai ying donno why she so hate my baby..donno the start until end..she said i saperate b'day coz of my baby..i knw my baby dislike them but she din said anything all is my decision..she donno anything juz said all my baby wrong..

i donno why all my gf  she also hate..she donno my baby actually treat me good she love me so much..so that i cnt leave her..she treat me with her true heart..ky donno anything..why she want to said her like tis i donno why............

that day25/10/10

yu ling b'day party at peradise hotel...

morning actually we want go climb mountain...but at last we din go..then afternoon about 5pm i go paradise hotel beach..i saw all my fren bt they gv me face exspacialy ky...she said i lever more important then fren..hornestly she said is rite my baby is important to me..at last 10pm my baby reach all my fren like treat my baby n fren ic invisible..i knw they r nt feeling well..i also hv wrong caz i din talk to my baby n fren juz sit there..i very sorry to my baby..she very sad n disapoint..when we go bk i din said anything juz knw how to blame her..is all my wrong i cnt out her at there..i understand her feeling..i hurt her so hard n deep..

baby i love u so much a cnt leave u..i love her more then my family n fren...

she is only use her heart to treat me..i aways kek her..i feel sad n nei jiu..

baby i love u....................

At Screwball

Me , my baby n friend go Screwball..coz my baby wanna to c namewee so i take her go watch..
i first time go reserve that screwball stuff ppl knock us..reserve 1 table need RM195 so expensive..its ok juz long time once..my baby love it its nvm la..
bt my baby make me sad coz she want take pic then saw 1 thai band crew then take pic with him like so close..i feel sad i go out..my baby come out n find me in the 1st time i very angry i din go with her..the 2nd time my baby come out find me i only go in..later nt long namewee come d my baby feel happy again..then she go take pic with namewee..
I stay my baby house..next morning 5am go taiping to my baby n her family..my baby tell me that that thai guy want her phone..then my baby gv him my phone then that guy said want my baby phone at last my baby gv him her want..i forgive my baby
N today that thai guy msg my baby said love u..i feel sad..i want scold that guy bt my baby said he din msg her d..n my baby said love me i only cool down..next time if  i go pub i ill 24 hr stick my baby don le the fly near her..
baby i love u so much..love u so much..i will stick my baby forever...muackzzzzzz...........

last nite my baby argue wif me until want break with me..last nite whold nite i cnt sleep well coz thinking why she want to break wif me..i though i love her she will knw,at last she said vear 'cheng xim'to me..i feel very sad..i love her bt i din show out nt mean i don care about her..i love her so much..bt tis morning she call me bee i feel happy..nw i din feel sad or angry anymore..i love my baby..i will take care her..

Today my baby angry again

Today my baby angry me n my fren too..i very sad bt in my heart i wish my baby happy..n all ppl too..baby u r important to me..i don want to lost ..
my baby angry coz of my fren,its complicated..its find nw..coz my baby mood is gd nw..i saw my baby happy..i feel better too..
i wish my baby n my fren will better..i knw mybaby feeling..cannot force anything..juz let its be..
i love u so much my baby..i want forever b wif u..as long u feel happy i will feel happy too..love u so much..

we watch movie

I last nite very happy..me n my baby go watch ghost movie,i very scared watch but i very happy to watch with my baby..n i like my baby dressing last nite..she look very pretty n sweet..and i like she tide tis hair..

I LOVE U BABY

LOVE U FOREVER..

MUACKZZZZZ......